A compilation of distress

David Bowie - Everyone says 'hi'
Cowboy Bebop OST - Road to the west
William Shatner - It hasn't happened yet
Tom Waits - Make it rain


I've come to the decision I love the peaceful calm that accompanies being alone at night. Whether it be rain on the rooftop, the ever-so-faint noises of cars downtown late night, or even snow falling. I just love the (lack of?) noise things like that bring, I can't remember how many times I'd find myself walking through downtown madison at 2 or 3 in the morning, heading back to my car. Dead silence ruled, and I fell in sync with the rhytm of my breathing, and the faint sound wind made. Those were the times I thought long and hard about where I was headed.

And I haven't finished thinking about it. I feel like any day now I'll snap and just leave town never to be heard from again. There are only a few things (read: people) that keep me from really considering such random and crazy acts. In all seriousness, I don't know where I'm headed as soon as the next half year, and it drives me insane.